Friday, December 31, 2010

Happy Last Day of 2010

WHY IS EVERYONE SAYING SOMETHING TO 2010, 2010 KNOWS HOW TO READ MEH.
why no people talk to me…
Ok la since everyone talk I also wanna talk [classic kiasu type]

2010 has been a tough year for me.
The most complicated year ever perhaps?

  • I’ve went to travel by myself, which, I never thought travelling alone could be so fun too.
  • I’ve lost a lot of things and people, which, I thought I will never lose any of them.
  • I’ve chosen a totally different path, which, no one have expected and I shocked everyone around me.
  • I’ve directed a drama for merdeka performance in school, which, I only have 10 days from preparation to presentation.
  • I’ve been so into photography, which, makes me realize how important it is to follow your interest.

 

And more and more and more…
What a year…

I thankyou for those who were there for me, really.
Especially ms.ongshihan, I couldn’t have done it without you :)

Of course there are a lot of happy things either but overall,
it wasn’t really a pleasant year for me.

Anyway,
HAPPY LAST DAY OF 2010!

everything will gets better….I hope.

Thursday, December 30, 2010

looking back at the old post

I seldom look back at my old post, coz I’ll go like,

'WHAT??’
'OHMYGOD I WROTE THAT?’
'WOOAHH…WHAT WAS I THINKING…’
'HUH?? AAAHHHH THIS IS….WHAT..SO…OHMY….WOW..GOSH…’

especially those post which I wrote for others.
ALL SOUNDS LIKE CONFESSION!!

This is scary.

Thanks for reminding me to check up those old post ms.babo.ohmyyy…

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But I don’t delete old post, in fact I read them once in a while.
This is one of the reason why I don’t stop blogging.
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Because it brings back some feelings and memories when I’m about to lose them :)

even if, sometimes some post makes me feel so embarassing.lol T^T

Monday, December 27, 2010

New Blog!

HELLO. I was quite busy with my newblog.
I want a blog which post really random stuff, photos, quotes but are not actually related to my personal life.
Well my personal blog [this blog] is already like my diary.

But even till now I can't decide to use blogger or tumblr :(

And so I make 2 blogs! HAHA.
But its almost the same, until I decide on which one to use, I'll keep both of them FIRST.

Take a look! Click Click and FOLLOW ME! ;D



I hope you like them :)

Sunday, December 26, 2010

I'm so sorry

I really am sorry.
I didn't realize that I made you feel so bad.

But, what about my feelings...?

Did anyone of you even care....?

Sigh.

Thursday, December 23, 2010

有没有想过

你还要错过多少人,多少事情

你还要有多少次的后悔

多少次的不甘心

才能学会好好地,坦诚地面对自己,面对别人。

还有多少个明天让你说,把一切交给时间。

说不定有的人明天就不在了,

甚至可能是我们自己不在了。

不会回来了。

那么那些平时说不出的话怎么办?

那些想再见一次面的人怎么办?

那些要在一起做很多很多事情的约定怎么办?

我不知道你们有没有想过这些事,至少我是这么想的。

有时候,面子什么的真的都不重要。

只要重要的人、事、物能留在身边就好。

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明年就是2011了,如果2012真的像大家说的那样结束,

那么明年就是最后一年了。

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当然,我希望能够体会到2013年那种
‘丫 原来大家都还活着啊’ 的尴尬感觉 ==
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Monday, December 20, 2010

Penang Floral Art Show

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……day ends.

Saturday, December 18, 2010

I hope we can wake up for

Penang Floral Fest tomorrow!
:D

I’ll try to take ‘energetic’ and ‘lively’ and ‘happy’ photos these days.
since someone complained that my photos always have emo emo feel ;(

It’s last 2 days already.
I hope 3 of us can wake up, right dad? right bro?
LOL :(

Thursday, December 16, 2010

我一直想让结局优雅些

后来才发现自己无能为力

淡淡地 笑着

深深地 记着

决定了要坚强

却是我最脆弱的决定
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我担心 你过得好不好

我担心 你会不会有太糟的情绪

我担心 你什么都不说的心情

我甚至担心我是不是做错了事情

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一直到最后我才发现

我忘了担心我自己。

甚至忘了 我在担心什么
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day out with the rare ones

hsiehzhen date me out! To queens!
omg this is rare *panic*

and we two were so down that day coz no one wants to go out with we two =(
Everyone say bo eng but in the end we saw them hang out with other friends at queens too
D: D: D: D:

Meet up at Austin Chase with hz, elin aka poohba [lol] and henna.DSC08181DSC08182

Watched Lelio Popo.
and more down when we can’t find elin and henna before going into the cinema.
left we two sit inside the hall, D O W N LO.
Thank god they came in later =(
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After movie, fanghz suggested to play arcade games
*jaws dropped*
Shooting zombies and car racing REALLY DOESNT SUIT YOU LEH.
[you are a little too calm aren’t you ==]
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this is the FIRST TIME fanghz play car racing at place like this

and the worst part is

SHE BEATS ME

T.T

Wednesday, December 15, 2010

biggest profile picture ever

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HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

ideas from photojojo.

a w e s o m e
=D

Monday, December 13, 2010

Give me some christmas feel

I WANT SOME CHRISTMAS FEEL Disappointed smile

no songs, no trees, no bling bling lights, no stocking, no turkey, no carols, no presents, no santa, and no reindeer =(

HOW BORING.
JIO ME OUT LA PLS AND THANKYOU.

At least i still have my fluffy fluffy santa hat. heeeee.

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Sunday, December 12, 2010

夜了

我终于睡了

却做了个梦

其实从病了开始 每晚都会做梦

而醒来后依然记得那么清楚

有时候不是真的想熬夜

只是不敢睡着

我真的不想再做梦了

那种痛

太难受

那种感觉

太寂寞

Saturday, December 11, 2010

miserable 2

Well the moment I’m typing this post I’m having cold fingers and heavy head, and a little shivering [ohmyy….]

I can’t sleep, coz my heartbeat is in a mess.geez.
Seriously, I feel like I’m dying, no I’m not kidding o.o

I wonder if I can go to work tomorrow.

Well at least I felt something important.

APPRECIATE YOUR LIFE LOL
[hahahaha this is currently my biggest thought]

DO THINGS YOU WANTED TO DO WHILE YOU CAN
[life is…unpredictable ==]

LET PEOPLE KNOW HOW MUCH THEY MEAN TO YOU
[ask me and I’ll tell you. lol.]

LAUGH WHILE YOU CAN
[even if others say you sound retarded]

CRY WHEN YOU WANTED TO
[just…try not to go out on the other day, you scare innocent people]

FIND A FRIEND TO LEAN ON TO
[we need one]

FIND SOMEONE TO TRUST
[even if its a hard task :)]

IF YOU LOVE SOMEONE, LET THEM KNOW
[any kind of love, family, friends, lovers, whatever ♥]

SO WHAT IF ITS A BIG MISTAKE, ITS YOUR LIFE NOT OTHERS
[no one’s gonna remember it anyway]

APPRECIATE EVERY LITTLE THINGS AROUND YOU
[hi trees, hi flowers, hi clouds, hi sun, hi you]

BE BRAVE TO MAKE DECISIONS
[if you are reading my blog, I think you are old enough to have this thought]

LIVE LIKE THERE’S NO TOMORROW
[everyone says the world is gonna end in 2012 right]

BE A BETTER MAN
[…L O L]

AS LONG AS YOUR ARE HAPPY, WHO CARES :D

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Ok now, someone help me to get to sleep T^T

Thursday, December 9, 2010

miserable

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I was so sick and dizzy last night that I thought I’m gonna die o.o

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and tonight too :'(

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you know, you don’t have to read this. lol

1. Things I wrote below don’t really have any points actually.

2. They are just some really random stuff I came across these days.

3. So, I personally thinks that, grandma nags way cuter than parents.

4. I love photography. But being a photographer for work is just boring and empty.

5. I’m thinking if I should open a new blog. But of course, I’ll still be using this one.

6. Alright actually, I want a website.

7. I don’t really like tumblr these days.

8. I’m being pointless.

9. I think I don’t actually behave like a teenager.

10. I went shopping at queensbay mall yesterday, alone. wow.

11. Kids stare at me when I walk out from ladies washroom. Oh c’mon give me a break.

12. ME: I went shopping alone. Bought two books and soya drink.
COLBIE: I would have shopped for clothes if I were you.
ME: I feel like an old man.
COLBIE: ..exactly.

13. Hey, I’m writing crap and your are reading.

14. Well I’m bored, obviously.

15. My online buddy went to pasar malam and never came back. [LOL this sounds creepy]

16. This reminded me that I havn’t been to pasar malam for ages. Can someone bring me go?

17. So I guess you are bored too since you keep reading till here.

18. You wanna continue reading about my random stuff eyy? lol

19. Internet are so not reliable these days.

20. My facebook also keeps on lagging. I can’t receive notifications.

21. Not to mention my windows live messenger, it keeps sign me out.

22. Oh it’s about twelve.

23. I should sleep earlier to prevent pimples, right?

24. But puhhleaseee how many teenagers sleep so early?

25. Twelve is the time we started to get hyper. wheeee.

26. Man, I sure can talk rubbish.

27. And we sleep till afternoon the next day, especially during holidays right now.

28. But like I said above, I don’t think I behave like a teenager.

29. I wanted to wake up early, have a cup of coffee, and read books under sunlight.

30. Sounds like the life of a retired old man.

31. Geez.

32. You are still reading?

33. Well, don’t be disappointed but I‘m gonna stop here.

34. This post is so lame.

35. And you are lame enough to read it. AMAZING.

36. Goodnight.

37. Haha jk it’s still not the end.

38. I miss her.

39. Oh I just remembered I’ve got homeworks to do.

40. Damn I couldn’t remember which homework was it.

41. This, is stupid.

42. But I guess you also have faced this kind of silly things before too don’t you?

43. Christmas is coming.

44. Hello santa, I want something from you.

45. But I know santa don’t come to hot places like MALAYSIA.

46. It’s too hot santa might get sick.

47. And we don’t have the long long tube to let him come in, what was that thing called again?

48. OK I’m serious this time I’m gonna end this post.

49. You must be really free to read till here.

50. Or maybe you are a stalker. LOL.

Wednesday, December 8, 2010

懒洋洋

闹钟明明是八点钟的
醒来的时候已经是十点半 orz

今天一早醒来的第一个感觉就是
好像要生病了。
唔。。。如果可以倒回去睡好了 /-.-\

其实我想开多一个部落格。
唔。。。再看吧 ==

今晚要煮意大利面做晚餐。
唔。。。想到都懒惰 (-w-)

买了两本书来看:《150cm Life》《不是第四本书》
唔。。。我应该不会买了之后就把它们丢一边吧 D:

啊啊啊啊啊啊 好懒惰啊为什么??
难得有属于自己的时间了咧 ==

懒洋洋 懒洋洋 [/o\]

Tuesday, December 7, 2010

其实

其实很想见你
只是不知道怎么面对你

其实很想联络你
只是不知道能够说些什么

其实很想告诉你一些事情
只是不知道怎么开口

其实很不想一走了之
只是不知道为什么狠下了心

其实偶尔看到或听到你的消息
心里始终痛得不得了

其实我还是很珍惜你
就算你真的把我伤得很重


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其实我好怕
比谁都想逃避

其实我好累
却找不到回去的路

其实我真的好想
回到最初,单纯地重新开始

这是最后一页了吗

如果可以,

其实我始终,

想用笑容面对你

Saturday, December 4, 2010

哇。。。几厉害喔。。

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会浮的咯。

Friday, December 3, 2010

。头痛
。耳朵痛
。脖子痛
。胸口痛

。再加上头晕,要呕。

我的身体真的很多问题 :(

还有三天的工作要挨。
:(

Benny & Pauline Wedding

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Cute kids :D :D
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Wednesday, December 1, 2010

google chawyeh

LOOK.
My turn that someone google me.
L O L

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ok just being random.